10 songs playing on my music system right now !

My current addictions are

1. You are beautiful ( James Blunt )
2. Stairway to heaven ( Led Zeppelin )
3. She is in love with the boy ( Trisha Yearwood )
4. Teri Deewani ( Kailash Kher, Kailasa )
5. Behti Nadi ( Lucky Ali, Aks )
6. Treat me nice ( Elvis )
7. Dhaani ( Strings )
8. Wake me up when september ends ( Green Day )
9. Life for rent ( Dido )
10. Do you have a little time ( Dido )

10 things you should know about me !

10 things you should know about me

1) My ex girl friend could talk to dead people.
2) I have two pet lizards in my room.
3) I hate sleeping.
4) I am cheating on my current girl friend.
5) I don't know why i am writing this ?
6) I once tried to climb Mount Everest and ran away from home but returned back because it was cold out there
7) I know hebrew very well; even better than my Hindi or English.
8) I was born with 3 eyes.
9) You are my favourite visitor.
10) I AM A LIAR.

Being myself

I always wanted to live like i am a wanderer. Backpacking, freedom, uncertainty, thrill and travelling have always excited me from the core. I wish i could spend all night by the beach without informing anyone that i am not coming back home. I wish I could live alone. All by myself, where i don't have to answer anyone. I don't have to give any explanations.I can come home rest assured that my stuff is exactly at the same place where i left it.I can skip my meals, i can over eat, i can backpack and leave home and come after 40 days and no one should give a damn.I just wanna run away. It's not that I hate myself and my life or anyone around me.It's not like I need a vacation or something. But this ease and convenience around me is so dull and not so full of life. Its amazing how one becomes immune to this dullness after a certain period of time. When things dont change for a long time around you, you become monotonous. I am happy, life is okay and things are in good shape. But who wants this social security and convenience around? I am not a loner, but i'd like to live by the sea and travel the world. Live more simply. And the rest is summed up by a song from DIDO which goes like this :

" I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought.
Only a thought.
And if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy."

Lyrics of my fav song

I am posting the lyrics of my fav song .."FEEL" by robbie williams...i know posting lyrics is a sin as far as blogging is concerned...but i just want you to go through the words...they are out of the world..

here it goes

"Come on hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living.
Not sure I understand,
This role I’ve been given.

I sit and talk to god
And he just laughs at my plans,
My head speaks a language, I don’t understand.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins, going to waste.

I don’t wanna die,
But I ain’t keen on living either.
Before I fall in love,
I’m preparing to leave her.
I scare myself to death,
That’s why I keep on running.
Before I’ve arrived, I can see myself coming.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins, going to waste.

And I need to feel, real love
And a life ever after.
I cannot get enough.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in,
I got too much love,
Running through my veins, going to waste.

I just wanna feel real love,
In a life ever after
There’s a hole in my soul,
You can see it in my face, it’s a real big place.

Come and hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living,
Not sure I understand,
This role I’ve been given

Not sure I understand.
Not sure I understand.
Not sure I understand.
Not sure I understand."

First things first

I have come across various blogs and all i can depict from my avid reading of them is that most of the blogs are created to outpour frustations, anxiety, fear, insecurity and other negative traits. Well, they can't be blamed because writing soothes and at least if you can't punch your boss in his face, you can write shit about him in your blog and expect others to read.
No, i am not here to cripple words for my boss, i don't even wanna tell you how physco was my ex-gf, i dont wanna curse the state for not doing well, i don't wanna blame any particular sports team for not winning, I dont wanna speak shit or make mockery of my colleagues, i don't wanna tell you about my first crush......But if i do anything out of these...please bear with me ...after all i am also one of those species..
But really, i just wanna write about simple and interesting things...general musings of life...and also the uncommon ones...after all ..SHIT HAPPENS